So all of Friday was just fucking crazy for me lol. I honestly felt like most of the day was a horrible nightmare that i just wasn’t waking up from.The stuff that went down at my house is the type of stuff you see on TV shows i just cant believe it was real. I would put what happen but its personal family issues so i would rather not but just know it was fucking crazy. I didn’t eat until like after 6pm yesterday and i had the most sleep out of most of my family and i only got between 4-5 hours. Last night just made me realize im so ready to get away from here and be done with the drama !!!
So it is officially my 21st birthday!
So my grandma is watching coverage of the Whitney funeral and it’s just making me a little teary eyed. Because no matter how she died I don’t think a parent should have to bury their children and my grandma had to do that so whenever I see someone who has to do that it makes me sad!
We were having a little photo shoot lol
So i have definitely been slacking on using my camera. Seems like i only use it when i have a family get together or something. Matter a fact the last time i used it was when my cousin graduated college like two weeks ago. I really need to get back into using it because i told myself i was going to buy a new lens for it until i start using it on the regular. So be aware im probably going to be posting a lot more pictures i think i might start taking one everyday but i don’t know how that’s going to work out with school starting back up again.
So I’ve had one crush my whole life and that was in elementary school and it was a boy who’s family lived a couple houses down from mine. So he was there a lot and he was friends with my older cousin. I don’t have crushes anymore and I think that was the only one I truly had so when he messaged me a couple days ago on Facebook and wished me good luck with school I was like omg that was so nice and If it would have happened ten or eleven years ago I might have died lol
So i made a new revised bucket list and when i was finish i had 181 things i wanted to do before i died. I might post some of the things on here but not the whole list that’s going to take up too much of a post. But another reason i am not going to post the whole list is because its just going to keep growing and then i will have to keep updating it on here. So off the top of my head i am going to post like five things from my list.
So me and my cousin were riding around our neighbor on Friday and we saw a lot of houses with more than one Christmas tree up. I am only use to see people have one tree in their house so it was my first time seeing more than one. The one house we saw had six i think it was one in every room my only question is do they put presents under all the trees or just the main one? Oh yea we still haven’t put up our tree were getting new ornaments first last year we had royal blue and silver this year its going to be pink and silver .
As you can see by the title today is my day off and i noticed that the post i thought i put up Saturday didnt actually post. Any who it was just this long post about my brothers birthday and then i just put some personal info in it and that sums it up since i don’t feel like typing it again .